As I lay here now, I understand what it means to not have control over an outcome that I do desperately want.

I can think I deserve or am even entitled to an outcome but I am not. I can want something so bad but in the end there is a need to release the expectations I have of it.

As I lay here now, I understand that all I can do is radically accept where I am and what has already happened.

This brings me much peace. Though I wish for a certain thing to happen. I cannot control that situation. I cannot put pressure on it. I can only hold true and clear to my boundaries releasing away the need and the desperate desire to win, to be right and to be in some sort of illusive control over it.

This is how true peace can be found. Through the acceptance of what is after taking every action to reflect what it is that I want, there is then a need to step back respecting the space, time and flow of energy.

What is meant to be will be. Choices are left to each person place and thing who has a gift of freewill. I am not entitled to have everything that I want.

I release away fear of what will happen, filling my heart with peace, love and compassion. I am so grateful to be here right now. I am so grateful to have peace and love all around me.